Assalamualaikum, sory for late...late...letter...
i've been bzz, forgot and a lot of lack mental energy...
how u doing? fine i hope...
Awan as usual fine, weak sometimes, still 160, getting older and growing 2 last teeth, haha...
i know the time this letter gets to u, u might have done half of the SPM torturous week...hehe
lately i really down, down and downnn...near to that give up zone...arggh...sucks...
a lot of promises made by me is failed also by me...
many thing i did to get myself up again, jump2, sing2, run2, walk2, roll2, dance2, watch2,
sit2, cry2, play2, work2, sleep2, not sleep2, wash2, clean2, dirty2, write2, draw2, a lot!
still i'm twice breakdown, mentally a lot...
oh ya, i include the movie and the mangas for kuya, sory coz the mangas arent complete,
having bad stupid weak internet poly line, everyone here seems to have brodband for themself...
ya, my 4th semester, starting january to june next year i wont be in perlis, doing practical somewhere
in KL...excited? not really...ol' awan is falling apart himself...or i'm just stupid again...
actually i know why i'm like this, i cant do what i've wanted, there is wall of rules everywhere...
aa...sory about this, talking(typing) like an old man, nag2...ignore it if u like...
a lot of negativeness entered my head, wanted to scream everytimes...hahaha in sadness...
how bout u? i hope the best of u, dont do it because u have to, do it because that is ur decision,
and dont regret, respect urself too, stay strong, and grow taller! hahaha, joking2...hmm,
i wonder how u looks like when smiling? ya, i also put my pic happy looking face and look dumb too...
happy always kuya! ha...raya haji sye x balek kg...ader kat hostel makan megi korban member punyer...
hahaha bye...oh by the way, when u got this letter notice to me ok? bye2 Lovely! the Complex wan is staying
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